1112006 (eyeminlovewithyou).

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you. i dont know why its taking me so long to accept this and understand that you are the one for me but i know it and i want to be with you more than anything. i wish i could call you or hold you and kiss you and just feel right. i was talking to my sister and she was like " i knew some thing like this would happen, you and jon just have a weird connection." but its not even weird. its perfect. and i miss you and i love you. please grow up soon and let me grow up soon so we can be together. eyeminlovewithyou.

no really. im in love with you.

09062006 (you're still my one).

Love isnt easy but it shouldnt be hard.

Loving is living love, and living in love, and showing it and feeling it and seeing it.

Love is going to sleep with a kiss and a whisper and waking up to a hug and a smile.

Love should be the kind words in the back of your head and the support from the sidelines whether your ahead or behind. Love should be the one constant, the one thing you KNOW. Love isnt name calling and threats and broken promises, love is baby and i love you and forevers. Love is a feeling of oneness from 2000 miles away, and a single being when together. Love is what I feel for you, and please help all these other things come true, cause baby you're my one I know it baby I do.

I cant put my finger on what is causing the tension between us, and if you think maybe my feelings and heart are misled then tell me, I'm not looking to have my heart broken from colorado. Things arent going the way we thought they would (meaning living together in cali) and dealing with being together is hard right now because we were let down, at least thats what I'm feeling. I can only hope that as I go my way, and you go yours, we wont lose that feeling that has gotten us to where we are now. Please dont forget boo. I can only hope that we will manifest ourselves in that little bubble of perfection I know is waiting for us, somewhere...

I know I said earlier this summer that no matter what happens I will still be your girl, and no matter what happens I kno that when the time is right again, we will be together. And i still believe that. There is something between us that will last a lifetime, it just cant manifest itself right now. And thats ok. Just know baby, just know that we're in it together till the end, and nothings going to change that. No distance or lust or immature bickering, none of that matters. When I hold you in my arms, im holding the world, and how could i let that go?

i love you.

I want to be naked with you- somewhere warm and humid,
sandy legs wrapped around,

to the smell of sweat, and salt.

[poetry] When we were young

When we were young, it was so easy to laugh before we understood the depths of the crash.
When we were young, it was so easy to cry when we didn't yet know how much time would go by.
When we were young, it was so easy to love. So easy to glean what we thought real love was.
Now that we're older, now we understand
there is much more to it than just holding your hand.
I would love to go back, to those carefree hours,
When our heads would just rest between thorns on the flowers
and our minds would just wander over fields of dreams
And just wonder what our love and lives would mean…


[some words from]
Edna St. Vincent Millay
Love is not all: it is not meat nor drink
Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain;
Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink
And rise and sink and rise and sink again;
Love can not fill the thickened lung with breath,
Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone;
Yet many a man is making friends with death
Even as I speak, for lack of love alone.
It well may be that in a difficult hour,
Pinned down by pain and moaning for release,
Or nagged by want past resolution's power,
I might be driven to sell your love for peace,
Or trade the memory of this night for food.
It well may be. I do not think I would.